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Um, hey
So sorry for leaving such a sad note up for so long. But you know, this week has been sad. I won’t even get into the abyss we saw when we realized that they had unearthed their stillborn son’s sarcophagus, two police officers held the tiny marble object and were getting ready to […]
Posted by Melissa on September 19th, 2008 under Melancholia, Spawn | Comment now »There was a wake today.
And it is odd to see a lot of people you never see who have your features.
Posted by Melissa on September 14th, 2008 under Melancholia | Comment now »This is my cousin.
St. Charles policeman killed in crash
He had two very young children, a six year old daughter, a younger boy with autism. His wife is a few weeks pregnant. We weren’t as close as we should have been, but he made me smile a lot when I was little. My ex husband is […]
Dissociation
Thank you for all your kindness. Really, it’s just amazing. You people in the computer, some of you I’ve actually hugged and most of you not. I want to hug you now.
I have a post in the works about dissociation. Because BORKblergUGH, I dissociate and I knew that but you know, […]
My Own Crazy
I once said in a post somewhere that I know my own crazy. And I do, I meant that. I know when I’m getting more and more anxious and I can’t logically put things together like normal people. I know I am a champion at dissociating but I’ve noticed that as I’ve […]
Posted by Melissa on August 18th, 2008 under Melancholia | 11 Comments »And While We’re At It
I think the reason birthday gifts, thoughtful and heartfelt, mean a lot to me…and why the lack thereof hurts greatly and will hurt for an entire goddamn year…is because my parents are also kind of crappy about that.
Mom recycles the first thing she sees in her house, wraps it up last minute and hands it […]
Man, Holidays are Joyous Around Here
If you want a happy Easter greeting, here it is:
Happy Easter!
Now, if you’re in a foul mood and want miserable company, stay with me. I’m spending another holiday alone.
I’m alone today because of several factors. Some of these factors I didn’t really get until Saturday night when I was being a crybaby to […]
Sara
Some info:
Sara is having surgery tomorrow, her outlook is supposed to be very very good. Life, and hopefully her own personality along with function. She hopes for “thinking and reading.”
At the moment, she said steroids are helping her read but she is losing memories and words at times. Her doctors think she’s […]
Goddammit
I learned a few days ago that my friend, and your friend, Sara from Saraarts.com and Moving Right Along has a serious brain tumor.
I’m so sorry this is the news to share today. More info to come.
better, better, better
Thank you for taking time out of your own craziness to say a few kind and helpful words to me last year (I meant to type “week,” but it fits nonetheless). It means a great deal and words do no thank you enough.
I am happy to report that I am happier. I needed […]