Shhhh….I think things are better
I don’t want to jinx things here, but I think I may have things fixed. I deleted damn near everything and replaced, upgraded, and god knows what by following Wordpress’s guides to “So, you were hacked” threads. All customizations are deleted, all files replaced with fresh ones…gah. Irritating. I will say this, Wordpress is helpful. Bluehost is helpful. I didn’t lose my site and my posts and I’m thankful. Designy things to follow, but right now I’m just breathing a sigh of relief.
But a big fuck you to those who were (and still are trying) to pound my site into one big v__ia__gra advertisement. In the links, in the source code itself, by making new users, by taking over this tiny journal of mine and making it yours. It’s mine! MINE! It’s not even a speck in the world, but it’s been the biggest help to me and I don’t want to lose it.